After digesting all that came to me during my recent meditation awakening experience I came to the realisation that the next thing I needed to do was let it go. To keep my mediation present focused I need to keep it free of distraction from expectations and memories of past mediation experiences. Awakening as I experienced it was the result of letting go of identifications of the self, surrendering to the experience and just being in the moment. I wasn't going to get another experience like it unless I let the last one go - which is after all now only an imperfect memory in the mind - its no longer based in the experience of the now.
I'm still using brainwave entrainment with my meditation. Now experimenting with Lambda, Gamma and Epsilon brainwaves. The Epsilon so far seems to be very grounding. The Lambda gives a sensation of healing and wholeness.
I've been having some amazingly detailed early morning dreams which I don't seem to have any difficulty remembering. I've had the experience of asking questions of characters in my dreams that I've got answers to - usually driving me to a bit of googling the next day. For example, two travellers who rescued me from some pursuers and healed me told me, when asked, that they were sifu. I googled that one expecting that it would be somehow related to a nomadic tribe or some sufi term but it turned out to be a Cantonese word meaning master (as in an apprentice's master).
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